111.10.31

Met F in bazaar. Took him home. Was saving it for his birthday, but he was very convincing.

I'm not sure what I expected. F was sweet. Very nice. Ruined it by bursting into tears. Just overwhelmed.

F left not long after. Didn't want to fall asleep again. Don't really blame him, but missed him anyway.

111.10.29

Corp cash approaching one billion. Now A.D. wants to buy a golem. HFR. Will have to keep tax rate up while he's working for Brutor Tribe to pay it back.

Have lots of stuff spread around Heimatar that I need to pick up sometime.

Still, can afford to sponsor restaurant for J if he does a good business plan.

111.10.26

Can't find A. Haven't seen her for weeks.

Met J in Bazaar. Talked some more. He's trapped working for a pirate. With a blooder on crew. He wants to be chef and run a restaurant.

Have offered to invest if he gets good business plan. Give him a way out.

Sometimes people need a way out.

111.10.23

Went to dinner at C's. Talked to Cami about business plans. Cami is very clever, but I think I showed her some new tricks.

Shouldn't have drank wine. Not used to it. Definitely shouldn't have drunk Sherry.

C said I should be friends with A. A's going to need friends.

F walked me back to my ship. I wanted him to stay, but didn't ask. Stupid.

111.10.18

Ran into C in bazaar when I was having breakfast. Cami was yelling a lot and C has headache. C had a bleeding nose, and seemed embarrassed. C very weak and has difficulty walking to docks without help.

Hauled stuff all over Heimatar. Done all the highsec parts. Not sure it was worth it. I am cornering the market in small haulers though.

For a break I was selling jewellery in bazaar. Met nice Gallente man called Jean. He's a chef on a ship, and talked to him about cooking a birthday dinner for F.

Then he invited his friend to join us for coffee - turned out to be blooder lady. Her name is Mally. And then he says he works for a pirate!

I lied about needing to check the ship and ran away. I cancelled the dinner. I'll find something else to do for F's birthday.

The bazaar is feeling less safe.

111.10.17

Went to the Mall in Luminaire to see about Caldari clothes. Big mistake.

Saw Cia. She's looking sicker. We talked. About F, and stuff. she doesn't seem think first time is special. That even if it's not with the one it can be worth it.

Cia thinks she's dying. She seems almost at peace with it. A bit lonely though. Going to visit for dinner sometime.

111.10.15

Did dinner with F - was nice. He wants to go to O school if he can be a good one. He's nervous. A told him he's not fit for duty, and he respects her a lot. I told him A has similar problem to him, and if she can cope, so can he.

If he goes, will leave in about a month. I'm going to visit Lustrevik a lot. He likes the idea of me moving a jump clone to where his school is.

He didn't mind bald new jump clone. I think I'll grow my hair anyway. I got him to relax a bit. He held my hand like he meant it.

111.10.14

Trying out new jump clone. Not just bald. No hair anywhere. Need a hat.

Doing dinner with F. Will talk to him about officer school.

111.10.13

Saw H in bazaar. Think she was looking for me. Says F been offered officer training but not accepted yet.

H says it would help him with his problem. That he might feel safer after. But F maybe not saying yes because doesn't want to leave me. Training would be in Caldari space somewhere.

Maybe if I promise to visit? I have a jump clone now.

111.10.12

I think I have stuff in every system in Heimatar now. Most of it is small lumps, especially in lowsec.

Need to gather it all together and find someone to refine the loot for me.

111.10.11

Met pregnant podder in Rens with nice name. Sold her a hair piece. Doing some design stuff for her.

Sold a bunch of stuff - corp wallet is looking much healthier. I could replace Stranger if I lost her now.

Haven't really spent much time with F. Should see if he's interested.

111.10.09

Bought jump clone. Deciding whether it's safe to use. clone is bald.

Decided to meet more people by selling more jewellery in bazaar. Saw C. She got new jump clone too. Talked about favours. And family and inheritance. She's not pregnant. Just sick, and bald. I think she might be dying.

111.10.07

Started doing more market analysis. Put out a lot of buy orders. Getting good results, but need to go pick them up.

Might have been a mistake to make them region wide.

111.10.06

Did a contract for Mr Sparre. Had to risk 90m isk. Got paid 20m profit.

A++ trader, would trade again.

111.10.05

Went to C's party yesterday. Pretty flames. Uneven floor made shoes really unstable. Gave C her blue jewellery, she seemed pleased. Ami introduced me to some people. Might get more jobs.

Left early to meet F in my hangar. Gave him a lift to Rens in my rifter. He doesn't like that it has no guns. He says not safe.

Was slightly awkward. F being too careful. Won't do anything unless I say to.

111.10.04

Made almost 750k isk moving holo movies around lowsec. Then thought, what kind of holos have to be made in lowsec?

Ewwww.

Later decided probably just illegal copies rather than really illegal subjects. Seems plausible, Right?

111.10.03

Made 280k moving 20,000 units of garbage from Atlar to Oddelulf.

The cluster is a strange place.

111.10.02

F said yes. Giving crew Sunday off.

Bit nervous, but excited. I hope it works out Ok.